well, i dont know why i wrote the title like that, but seriously i just wanna share something in my heart that really beats me. something stupid maybe. but sure It's just bothering me lately. I dont know when I realized about this. and it's so fucked to realized it. and this is for you. who makes me fool like this -__________-
Fate
I don't really know love
I didn't know it would come to me like this
My heart doesn't act like it wants to
In front of my love
If I knew I was going to be like this
I wouldn't have to started in the first place
Like a fool, I'm regretting this love
I wished that you wouldn't be my love
I wished that it wouldn't be you
You deceited me, telling me that its not love
I hope that it would be a passing by fate
Because painful wounds will be left on me
But even when I know this, I am still greedy
It keeps getting me sad
I thought that it was a wrong start
I thought so easily
I believed that I could always call you
What should I do ?
What did it go wrong ?
I need to avoid this love
But I yearn for everything about you
Now if its not you, there is no meaning to anything
I can't contain myself anymore
The fact that I have to erase you
Today again, it makes it even more hard
Quinta Novita
